Night after night I thought of you,
If you were here what we'd do.
Sleepless nights wishing you were mine.
Day after day telling me that it's fine.
Making promises that sounded really great.
For you to fulfill them I couldn't wait.
Don't know if we really had a chance,
God damn you couldn't keep on your pants.
You led me on like a mutt on a leash,
When misery is for sale I'll give you a piece.
But hey who am I to care?
It's just another scar I have to wear.
I know I've been dead inside for years,
But I'm too heartless to shed any tears.
Another day will go by and I can fake this smile.
While I think about people like you for a while.
If I only had a heart I might cry.
But it too is wishing I would die.
If I only could stop drowning in pity,
I would know why this existance is so shitty.
If I only was told what love meant,
Maybe my reality and hope wouldn't have went.
If I only knew how to show my feelings inside,
Maybe someone would be here so I could confide.
If I only knew that life could suck this way,
My maggot eaten soul wouldn't be decayed.
If I only knew someone that really cared,
This bullet in my head wouldn't have dared.
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