If I (Rewind) - 9/24/03

If I was able to live all over again,
I would have learned what life meant.
If I were to rewind every bit of this,
I would still hate every conformist.
If I could relive a minute at a time,
I would still call humanity a crime.
If I went back to when I was young,
I would hate all that I've ever done.
If I could climb back into the womb,
I would predict this world is doomed.
If I was still stuck in the past,
I would laugh at the evil we cast.
If I lived in the eyes of a child,
I would soak up your hatred a while.
If I lived in someone else's eyes.
I would be overlooked by your lies.
If I had to walk in anyone's shoes,
I would just be a new person to use.
If I was reborn innocent and loved,
I would envy your abusive God above.
If I was given just one last shot,
I would still hate what I am not.