Sunday, August 23, 2009

Last Friend - 10/25/03

All of my thoughts, hopes and dreams,
Have been torn apart at the seams.
There is nothing you can do to help.
My begging for help was never felt.
You think everything is your fault.
And I can't convince you it's not.
You apologize for no apparent reason.
And claiming to love me is treason.
There is only one thing left to try.
And that is getting you off my side.
I'm shamed into being your friend.
But you never want to see me again.
You think if you let me go I'll die.
But you don't know how much I hide.
Conscience keeps you from letting go.
And hides emotions you'll never show.
Why do you want to change my world?
You're just a troubled little girl.
All you've done to help me survive,
Is brag all about your perfect life.
I can't come out and say to leave.
Since I am but another loser in need.
You lie and say you need me happy.
And all you can do is laugh at me.
Everything you've ever laughed about,
You think is a joke without a doubt.
All this time you think I'm kidding.
You assume laughing is only fitting.
Your closed eyes will never see that,
My life is what you are laughing at.
The last friend I hope to ever have,
Will truly accept my clenching hand.

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