I woke this morning to sun and haze,
Wished I could erase these wasted days.
Greeted the world and opened the door.
Saw there was nothing to be awake for.
Stood in the shower and shed my skin,
Dreamed what world I need to live in.
Sat at the table and unwillingly ate.
Wanted to be gone like food on my plate.
Got the remote and turned on the tube.
Ready to cry seeing TV has us subdued.
Lounged and pet the dogs on the head,
Knowing they'll love me until I'm dead.
My hand trembled as I went to call dad,
Realized this is all the family I have.
Got online to find out my validity,
Yet just learned of others' stupidity.
Peeked over to the neighbors' to see,
Drug addicts are a lot happier then me.
Barred myself in my room once again,
I'll see sun and haze now and then.
Drop the blinds so no one will know,
For peace, just how far I will go.
As I sleep I need a God to let me pray,
Never again I have to see sun and haze.
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