Not Your Victim - 10/14/03

Not about to be called a push off,
Not going to suffer for being soft.
Not about to get fucked and smile.
Not going to put this soul on trial.
Not about to ask for any assistance.
Not going to decrease our distance.
Not about to try keeping you close.
Not going to choke on another dose.
Not about to think this is a favor.
Not going to feel the joy you savor.
Not about to see the grin you make.
Not going to ever be nearly as fake.
Not about to lend the helping hand.
Not going to love you on demand.
Not about to satisfy you anymore.
Not going to be a pocket you adore.
Not about to be your next culprit.
Not going to be left dead like shit.
Not about to lose a wink of sleep.
Not going to be a toy you'll keep.
Not about to let anyone else steer.
Not going to repeat as a volunteer.
Not about to take another beating.
Not going to be left here bleeding.
Not about to listen to your wisdom.
Not going to repeat as your victim.