Hollywood - 12/13/05

Hollywood is now the living hell, Where the undead demons roam. I am breaking out of this shell, I will now call Hollywood home. I dreamed of home I don't hate, Where crimes are the only guilt, Somewhere far from this place, A place that I wish I had built. The models all purge their souls, I am none better than they are, We both have unfixable holes, Except they can hide their scars. I want everything but need none, I need what no one can give me. I may want a piece of everyone, But I don't know what I'd need. Religion can't compare to drugs, Everyone is strung out or dead. I will sell my soul and my luck, For a hot shower and warm bed. Sacrifice is a part of the game, Someday it will all be worth it, They say money isn't to blame, For the thousands left homeless. Everyone is ugly on the inside, This isn't the dream I created, I am left here alone to decide, If I want to love being hated, This is the worst decision ever, I'd take it all back if I could. I wanted the world, but I never, Needed to live in Hollywood.