Deep Down Inside - 10/28/05

Deep down inside,
I know I'm ugly.
No need to hide,
You don't love me.

Deep down inside,
It hurt to feel,
Why I even tried,
Making things real.

Deep down inside,
A permanent wound,
Is opened up wide,
Infecting me soon.

Deep down inside,
I'm only a waste.
No reason to lie,
Right to my face.

Deep down inside,
I'm tearing apart,
It's like I died,
Without a heart.

Deep down inside,
Whatever I need,
Seems to supply,
Lust and greed.

Deep down inside,
I hate being as,
Emotionally tied,
To a horrid past.

Deep down inside,
I regret at night,
Letting you slide,
Off with my life.

Deep down inside,
I can't tell you,
The reasons why,
I hated you too.